Why!?!?!?!

Why! Oh why does this have to happen!

~ Kids in raincoats with school bags their size start looking tempting!
~ Babies remind you of not only your teddy bear...
~ You can relate to the fierce liking your crazy friend's taken to cute babies.
~ All this when you've always looked at babies and said ugghh!
~ You do the things you've scoffed at, when others did them.
~ You wake up crying and fall asleep crying and people believe that you never cry!
~ Your friends also feel the same and they want you to comfort them and you end up crying together...
~ You talk to your friend knowing what you say is going to hurt her...
~ Your friends tell you to keep on being sweet and cheerful when sometimes it's really hard to.
~ You hurt your best friends when they are trying their best to help you
~ You write all this and instead of deleting it you post it......!

'Pak Pak Pakaak' revisited...

Dusaryaanchyaa aanandaat,

miLe apaar moda,

aaNik kashaachi haav,

kashaapaayee!

They arrive to depart....

Why do the good people around us go away so soon? They come to go out of our lives.... Earlier I used to think these were coincidences... But now it's become remarkably certain! People whom I like and who like me go elsewhere....

3 theories:

• I am bad enough to repel them.....
• They are so good that I miss them when they are gone.... Others also leave but I don't miss them....
• Their goodness rubs off on me and they don't need to be by me, they make me capable of taking care of myself.....

Hey... don't you ever leave!

I wanna be good!

Something I wrote in a fit of don't-know-what...

"I have always wanted to be a good girl. Part of the 'good' is the conventional good. Part of it isn't. And I've also never wanted to be everything that comes under the conventional good. My good and the conventional good do intersect. But because just a part of me is naturally good, I have to take efforts to be good. But I have enough good people around me to keep me inspired, motivated. Hence I am sure I shall succeed."

Sometimes one wonders, did I write that? Funny, people are... Funny, life is! But nothing's not true.....